What I meant was about relying on human reasoning. Maybe you just came to a different conclusion? I'm not saying you shouldn't believe God exists by using reason, after all "the heavens declare His glory" and all that.
I didn't ask you if you did.
Not what I asked. I asked if you did in general.
Theophany, Scripture, and the incarnation/resurrection of Jesus Christ are Special Revelation (applies directly to your examples of Abraham, Apostles, Paul, and Thomas). That's different than General Revelation which is nature. You are conflating belief in God through the latter with faith in Christ through the former.
Christ revealed himself to Paul, therefore Paul believed what was revealed specially. Do you not think that your way perhaps puts reason above faith?
And by the way, I am not against reason.