Welcome to my world. I don't root for losses for the long-term good of the team, I just can't root for that sack of crap to have any success. Like, do you want to see Dan Snyder, bully, narcissist and degrader of women, holding the Lombardi trophy aloft? I can't stomach rooting for it.
It's astounding with all this team meant to me since I was 4 years old, but I really am not even a fan anymore. He took that away from me.