polywog999 Posted December 3, 2010 Share Posted December 3, 2010 December is a rough month for me. I am not doing well. I have become so paranoid lately that I am afraid that my therapist is wired! Not kidding this time, unfortunately. Spending all day watching cars and being afraid. Afraid of police, drug dealers, UPS, AmVets, etc.. I know I kid a lot and exaggerate my condition, but anything to make the tadpoles happy. I have been homeless a few times because of my condition and have even been "away" too. I have been down this road before, the road knows me and it's OK. I am quite depressed these days and my threads are terrible! I will not be on here for a while to try and take better care of myself. I would like someone to do the Jinx thread as I really enjoy it. I'm even having trouble remembering why I am here typing and not even looking to see what I wrote. (?) This is a sad thread. I did not want it to be, but it is a part of my brain that is better kept in the "off" position. I tried to read this back and it doesn't even make any sense. Or maybe it does and I just can't tell? I think I'm just here to say that I will be back <- and don't worry about me. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D: I hope you all have a great holiday and I hope to be back on soon. Till then a song.... 9jg4ekLG9Zo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Predicto Posted December 3, 2010 Share Posted December 3, 2010 Dude. I've suffered from depression. Get medical help now. Today. NOW! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Burgold Posted December 3, 2010 Share Posted December 3, 2010 My best wishes for you, Pollywog. You have become a poster I look for and enjoy reading. I'm glad that you can at least recognize what's going because that's an important step. I've been in a blue period recently too though not as intense as the one you describe. I find the best way out is to do something even though when I'm depressed I find every reason not to do anything. So, whatever it is you like to do... try. I would love to see a jinx thread. More, I want you feeling better about you. best, Andrew Edit: And I also agree with Predicto. Get the help you need. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GoSkins561 Posted December 3, 2010 Share Posted December 3, 2010 See ya when you get back dude, take your time and do what's best for YOU. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
polywog999 Posted December 3, 2010 Author Share Posted December 3, 2010 It's a lot worse than depression. I am still going to the Dr. and back on my meds. I'm going to be Ok. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Predicto Posted December 3, 2010 Share Posted December 3, 2010 It's a lot worse than depression. I am still going to the Dr. and back on my meds. I'm going to be Ok. I know its worse, but that does not mean that it is insurmountable. I'm glad to hear that you are doing what you should be doing - it WILL help over time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
polywog999 Posted December 4, 2010 Author Share Posted December 4, 2010 My best wishes for you, Pollywog. You have become a poster I look for and enjoy reading. I'm glad that you can at least recognize what's going because that's an important step. I've been in a blue period recently too though not as intense as the one you describe. I find the best way out is to do something even though when I'm depressed I find every reason not to do anything. So, whatever it is you like to do... try.I would love to see a jinx thread. More, I want you feeling better about you. best, Andrew Edit: And I also agree with Predicto. Get the help you need. Please do the jinx thread for me. here is some cash..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Burgold Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 If it means something you have friends here. You have earned friendship on this board and people do care about you. At least I do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GoSkins561 Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 I have a friend that is Bi Polar, he has his days and weeks where he needs to take a step back and get a grasp on things. I would talk to your doctor ASAP and let him know how you are feeling. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
polywog999 Posted December 4, 2010 Author Share Posted December 4, 2010 I hope i put this in the right forum? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Teller Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Wog, my brother, don't push your friends away for fear of hurting us, or "bringing us down." I've been there. I've felt that way. Stay and accept the love and friendship we give freely. If we didn't want to do it, we wouldn't. Don't make that choice for us, buddy. Also, any link from a depressed person that includes the word "suicide" scares the **** out of me. Get help. NOW. And if that means I need to come to wherever you are, just say the word. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
polywog999 Posted December 4, 2010 Author Share Posted December 4, 2010 Wog, my brother, don't push your friends away for fear of hurting us, or "bringing us down." I've been there. I've felt that way. Stay and accept the love and friendship we give freely. If we didn't want to do it, we wouldn't. Don't make that choice for us, buddy.Also, any link from a depressed person that includes the word "suicide" scares the **** out of me. Get help. NOW. And if that means I need to come to wherever you are, just say the word. Thanks HH. don't want to lose my account. All my threads lately have tanked and I am afraid of getting the ban hammer if I get too uh....you know.... carnied away. I like this site and I want to come back here in a few weeks. No suicide for me. Thanks guys. I don't want to be a downer. I'll still be on in read only I have a new therapist and psychiatrist.. I like them both a lot. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AzSkinsFan63 Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Praying for you man... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NeckBone Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Best of luck! You have to put "you" first and take care of yourself! We'll see you soon! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chicken Fried Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 I'm not sure what kind of depression you have, but just try to keep your worries to a minimum. Do your therapy and all, but do something fun that you enjoy. I see you in the fishing thread. Maybe you could go out for an afternoon and clear your thoughts even if you don't get a bite. It always makes me happy to be outside, and if I catch something, it makes me happy for a solid 2 weeks. Hope everything goes well for you. I'll definitely pray for you tonight. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Capt. Kaos Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Take care of yourself and if you need anything just hit that PM button and I'll do what I can. You'll be in my thoughts until all is well. Be strong and know you have a strong support system here if you need it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
McD5 Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Polywog, I'm sorry to hear you are going through a tough time. But it will pass. I hope things look up for you shortly. Stay strong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skin'Em84 Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Wog, Redskin's nation is here for you, as it is for all of us. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
brandymac27 Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Keep your head up. And if it helps any, being Bi Polar, I pretty much know how you feel w/ out the back pain. I know how hard it is to snap out of a really bad low. Sometimes it takes weeks, or even months. I'm pulling for you, and if you ever need someone to talk to, PM me. Take care! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Special K Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Polywog - I'm really sorry to hear that you are having such a rough time. It sounds like you are doing the right thing by continuing treatment with your psychiatrist. I really hope you click with this new one and s/he is able to help you Hang in there and know that you have a lot of supporters who care about you on this site; even though we've never met, I'm one of them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Burgold Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Though I did not do it as well as you your thread is up in the Stadium. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Barney B Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Poly, I've enjoyed your threads on here. Please take the best possible care of yourself, to make sure that, with time, I'll see some new ones, OK? BTW, has anybody else noticed that the word wrap on this board is repeating words as it moves to the next line? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
44aDieselGirl Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 You and your Jinx threads are missed. Get well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dukes and Skins Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Everyone here in Redskins Nation is here for you Poly, get well man Justin Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Teller Posted December 4, 2010 Share Posted December 4, 2010 Hey, bro. Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you, and praying for you today. Be well, and get back to starting some threads soon. I really do enjoy them! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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